A lot has happened in my life these past couple of months, which has brought me back to writing again. I stopped for a while because I gave up trying to pursue my dream of writing. But I recently realised I actually gave up on myself. Writing is a part of me, I love writing no matter what it may be. I have a voice, I have a story to tell. I shouldn't give up on myself or my dream. I have gone through so many changes these last couple of months. I have lost people who I cared about but in fact did not care much about me in the first place. I guess I shouldn't have been surprised, ever since I was little I have watched people who meant the world to me leave. However nonetheless you feel the absence of their presence. I think that the hardest part of it all is knowing you can't speak to that person or be able to hear their laugh again. I know I can exist without them and they can do the same without me. One of the many lessons life has taught me is that I can only count on myself. Life will constantly keep pushing you to your limits where you have had enough and want to give up entirely. That was me, I was feeling low, helpless and just lost. I know I am not the only one who has felt this way. If you're reading this wherever you may be in this world and you can relate. I just want to say well done, you are here in this world still fighting for the better days to come because I know that's what I am doing.
I am strong but I will be stronger to keep fighting the battles life is throwing at me. I don't have the answers to as why. But I do know if I can help or encourage someone who is going through life and feels alone you're not because I'm here. These words I write are coming from my heart. I didn't plan what I was writing for this post ... all I knew was I wanted to start writing again. I guess it's a place where I needed to be free and share my thoughts and the pain I no longer want to feel. This post is me saying goodbye to the things and to the people who hurt me and I say thank you, for it has made me stronger. Blood ties are not thicker than water. A person is just a person regardless whether you're related to them or not. My wish is that I strive to be a better person every single day whilst I am still on this planet. To make someone smile and let them know it's not the end it's just the beginning.
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Until next time ...
Lots of love
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